I'll Tell You All My Secrets

The feint light

Thu, 23 May 2013 22:46:19 -0400

The feint light

trueemergence: I don’t have a clue I was going to delete this...

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 20:48:20 -0400

trueemergence:

I don’t have a clue

I was going to delete this because it’s all sad and whatnot
but it feels too honest to hide from

It’s a funny feeling I get When I think of you before my...

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 07:54:00 -0400

It’s a funny feeling I get

When I think of you before my eyes open

Bruises from a tight grip, a harsh punch, a kick in the ribs, a...

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 18:18:00 -0400

Bruises from a tight grip, a harsh punch, a kick in the ribs, a smack across the face.

Tears flowing, meeting blood dripping from her lips and mouth.

This is love.

This is passion.

This is adoration.

This is a description of my healthy and happy relationship. If you don’t understand, then do not try to understand me too far.

You can smile with me I’ll cry with you

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 15:57:54 -0400

You can smile with me

I’ll cry with you

Sometimes my veins ache the skin over my throat crawls and my...

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 12:23:09 -0400

Sometimes my veins ache

the skin over my throat crawls

and my mouth waters

You're picture makes me sweat

Sun, 29 Apr 2012 08:39:24 -0400

You won’t make my worlds crumble, but the thought of you melts my heart. I’ll love you always, but it sings.

Sometimes I’m afraid of having enough money to buy a ticket to Colorado, but I’m spilled with attention and affection here.

Sometimes I Wonder

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 16:50:40 -0400

Am I a Fascist or an Anarchist?

Do I believe the ill, unintelligent, and bad should simply be killed? Or do I think that we, as humans, should work together to coexist and not control?

I know that these seem like extremely simple questions, but they aren’t.

I use my standards as an excuse.

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 18:44:21 -0500

I use my standards as an excuse.

“Please, take this, and run far away, far away from...

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 18:34:00 -0500

“Please, take this, and run far away, far away from me.”

This actually isn’t referring to a relationship. This is simply me doing everything I can to get myself to get out of my friend’s business. I fucking hate that I love with passion. I can’t let it go sometimes. I really need to. This is why I’m antisocial. I don’t want to burden the people I care about with my overbearing tendencies.

I put my standards on what everyone else does, my impossibly high standards, as a justification for jealousy and frustration.

How many…

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 08:32:34 -0500

How many…

Conflicted?

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 19:35:39 -0500

I’m so zen about how I look at the world sometimes. That part of my brain that thinks this way is comfortable with the world, it lets me be at peace with myself. This way of thinking lets life breathe through me, and my big mind and small mind open and close like a door swinging open and shut as I breath. In this state of mind I am reborn every few hours, and my love is without limit.

However, it would be one sided not to speak of my dark cynicism. The being who would strike at all good I think exists in the world. I’ve found myself sitting as I tilt my head back, a grin drawn across my lips, pondering the genocide of humanity brought on by its own hubris. I dream of brutality, vivid brutality driven by bloodlust. This shadow doesn’t brood so much as it seems out of the pours of my zen. It is the shadow cast by balance, to smile at the schadenfreude of those who don’t know peace. I don’t think of it as elitism, but when it manifests that is what it truely is.

It is passionate lust for hate that makes me smile.
This smile is twitching with disposition.
This joy is enraged.
This heart beats for the love of depression.
This soul is not conflicted.

God of lazinessThis is an extremely badly written entry by...

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 13:56:11 -0500

God of laziness

This is an extremely badly written entry by me
Journal entries for an english class final grade

Photo

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 22:48:50 -0500

I want

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 11:01:43 -0500

my pet :[

"Walked away, heard them say “Poison hearts will never change,” walk away again. Turned..."

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 01:38:37 -0500

“

Walked away, heard them say
“Poison hearts will never change,”
walk away again.
Turned away in disgrace,
felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.

Hard to notice gleaming from the sky,
when you’re staring at the cracks.
Hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.

You… walked away, heard them say
“Poison hearts will never change,”
walk away again.

”

- The Leaving Song
AFI

The last song of the last album that I’ll ever listen to by them.

Tie me up

Wed, 23 Nov 2011 14:21:03 -0500

I’m smilin

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 23:03:23 -0500

I’m smilin

very self conscious about this one

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 17:09:00 -0500

very self conscious about this one

Black and white, I turned the contrast up to express more...

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 11:14:00 -0500

Black and white, I turned the contrast up to express more shadows on my body